KANSAS: FOUR POEMS

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Prologue

Kansas!

I remember you.

Your funnel-cloud,

Like some angry child's

Charcoal stick,

Smudges my days,

Asleep or awake,

With random whorls,

Blackens my heart's

Once peaceful rooms

With bold brush strokes,

Blots its joy

With grey-green smear

Of clutching fear.

I remember you,

Kansas.

Tornado

Thirty seconds, half a minute, no more;

A soundless crash,

A silent shriek --

Like a groaning nail wrenched from seasoned oak,

A simple act,

And brief;

One bite of an apple,

A shudder,

And the future's face forever alters.

Thirty seconds -- too short for a mind to tell;

Half a minute -- for a wind to rise,

A world to change,

A spirit to break,

A soul to die;

Thirty seconds, half a minute, no more.

Tornado.

June 8, 1974

Like a finger flicking an ash;

Thoughtless as a bored child

Who tears open an ant hill

And watches for awhile

The frenzied scurryings,

Blocking an exit with a twig,

Or sifting dirt into a hole,

Abstractedly watching the struggle

Against the engulfing dust

Which alters a world's shape,

Then walks away;

So a tornado seems:

Violently unintentioned,

Battering and destroying,

Without malice or plan,

Leaving no one to blame

For my fear.

Aftermath

The wind blew last night,

Whistling around my windows,

And rattling the glass.

I woke up afraid,

Trembling, heart racing,

Groggy in half-sleep.

Soon I remembered:

This is Oregon, not Kansas:

The winds are friendly here.

When I slept again,

I did not rest, but dreamed

Of Kansas' whirling winds.