The Swing

I sit in the fading light of an Ozarks evening --

Three days before the solstice

And the night before Aquarius dawns --

Watching the nightbirds gobble bugs

And listening to the neighborhood kids shout

At each other in the distance

To the accompaniment of a screeching swing chain.

Here I am, in a place I'd rather not be,

Doing things I don't want to do,

For a wage that barely pays my way,

Sixteen months before I turn 50.

And I can't help but wonder how I got here.

Overuse, abuse, neglect and the pitiless elements

Have made that park swing squeal its chain.

Hanging quiet now as the evening darkens into clear-skyed night,

It no more knows than do I.