Late march (2011)

Pastel on paper

60 x 45 inches

 

As part of preparation for a week-long Design Camp that I was to take in June, 2005, students were told to come with three ideas that might serve as the starting point for a quilt. I spent a good bit of time thinking about the midwestern landscape, and went out in late March to take photos of the fields. I was enthralled with the color scheme at the time--many soft tans and browns with a glimmer of muted green. (I didn't yet know how difficult full-on spring would be for me, that first year after Jeremy's death.  I was to find the dramatic display of new life almost unbearable.) I gathered fabrics, and thought a little about how I might use them, but then, just before the workshop, I settled on another idea, which ended up being the first quilt in this series, Loss.

 

As I worked on quilts over the next several years, I became frustrated with my reliance on commercial fabrics, which limited the palette of colors that I could have at hand. In 2010, I took a summer workshop in watercolor and pastel, in which I learned the principles of mixing colors. As a final project for the class, I created this pastel version of a midwestern landscape, something I had continued to think about since Design Camp. Each rectangle was made by heavy layering of different colors to create a complex presentation of hue. This experience gave me the confidence to embark on dyeing my own fabric, which has greatly enhanced the range and complexity of color work that I can use in my quilts. A year after this, having studied fabric dyeing with Carol Soderlund, I made a fabric version of this quilt.

Late march, hand-dyed cotton (2012)

Hand-dyed cotton, machine quilted

60 x 45 inches

 

Pleased with the proportions of the units that had been determined by the size of the pastel paper I had used, I kept the same measurements for the blocks for the quilt version. With newly-learned skills in hand-dyeing, I could create a wide range of greens and blues for the blocks. The particular red used for the one block (which I think of as a barn) was a color I had made a large sample of in my first dyeing class. It is a complex mixture of red, yellow, and blue primaries, a color I have used in a number of my quilts. In the midst of the soft, gray-greens that comfort me, there is also heat, heart, distress.